I’m sorry when I get like this
The feeling of being out of control
Overwhelms me at times
And I don’t know what to do with it

I don’t want to
Take it out on you
Or pull you into
The anxiety consuming me

My tears come
Frustrating me even more
As you walk out the door
Helpless and stressed out
As you always get
When this part of me
Creeps out to ruin a perfectly good day

So, I’m saying it again
I’m sorry
And I wish I wasn’t this way